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Lonely

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Feeling like I am always by my self in a world full of mirrors 
no one coming to speak to me because we are all selfish sinners 
nobody not knowing how to love their neighbors 
the feelings grow more when no one comes near us

But I am tired of always being alone inside 
no one to talk to about what is going on in my mind
no one to help me stay in line
I am trapped but trying to look for another part of myself 

So messed up that I can't make sense in my raps
my mind is so scrambled I am just rambling nonsense thinking that 
a greater power would swoop down and fix this
I wish it was that easy but it would be taken for granted 
and still want something else thinking it would make us happy

I was happy before even tho I was lonely maybe I just need the right person to show up 
and show me that even tho there is no one here for us, that we can still have a homie
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Unfair

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Life is just not fair
all the people that have the power to change the world from bad to good
just don't care
and all the people that do care don't have the power to make the bad into good
or do they?
What does it take to make things change? 
what would you say?
courage, strength or intelligence? 
combination of all three of these characteristics?
All these questions have no answers only perspectives
cause each view from each one of you 
is unique 
because the only thing that's unfair 
is that it is rare for everyone capable to make a change 
would care...
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Every now and then I got to check if my heart is still beating
Cause sometimes I don't know if I am still alive 
I get so many cuts and scars but I stopped bleeding
I have been through so many sad moments I am deprived 
of all my tears I have been with all my fears for so long 
that they're not scary any more like I don't care 
if my life is at risk now I am living dangerous 
because my life can end at any moment I just don't know when 
go ahead and think I am joking but I am serious 
I am just like a villain from a batman comic book I am so delirious 
I am choking and provoking every single one of my demons 
until I lose consciousness lost in the abyss till the only thing that's 
left of me is an endless legion my soul is being fed on as we speak
and my mind has gotten so weak I can barely speak
normally
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Everyday I am trying to change the way I think
wondering why people stay far away from me... do I stink? 
I thought my personality was quite sweet
I do my best to try and look neat 

But I still hear words around me from people that think they know me
psycho, freak, bitch, fatty, know it all geek
what have I done to get so much negative attention?
Oh well I shouldn't let it bother me none

Oh but it keeps on coming like a storm then it becomes a norm 
for my inner voice to say the same things towards me
trapped by words constantly harassing me 
what can I do to break free because positivity certainly isn't helping me 

Escape the harshness of reality 
it just makes me feel like I am lying to everybody
and I don't want to feel like a liar 
but I also don't want anyone to know that all of this is bothering me
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16 bars or 16 lines the most common amount of a rap verse
Rap stands for Rhythm and Poetry and it could be about anything. 
(This is just for those who don't know)
16 Bars

I will share for a bit just how my mind works
I only care for my self and what I get I am just a selfish jerk
I give no respect and I think I deserve it back
I'm a major issue of society now-a-days I wasn't really raised
My Father and my Mother just threw me to video games
My Mama had me listening to Eminem religiously 
My Father was barely around so Slim Shady somewhat raised me 
All the way from where ever he was his songs reached out to me
That's just how amazing the grip of music can be 
World wide I grew pride and it didn't stop
I became immature and had an explosive top
Always getting in to trouble never listening to authority 
I talked back caused slack, nearly gave my dad a heart attack
Slowly I started behaving realized all the chaos I've caused
Been through treatment had long talks saw that I was alarming
I know I am insane because I am back to the beginning again
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